♥i Learn to get in touch with Silence....
withinmyself...
and know that everything in dis life has purpose.
There r no mistakes, no coincidences,
all events r blessings given to mi to learn from... ♥
♥Love is eventual , heartbreak is inevitable ;
im trying on to be back my KAI XIN GUO ,
although it hurts and im suffering but i have no choice to try harder
aur absence is my demise ♥
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Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 3:02 PM
to all november babies happy birthdae
TO ALL NOVEMBER BABIES HAPPY BIRTHDAE !!!!!!!
TODAE is my dearest asa ah dah dah WONG LIRONG BDAE happy BIRTHDAE GAL!!!! grrrrr last night celebrated NOEL bdae... at alantis n lebar . omg HE SO DRUNK HAHAHAHAH!!!! PPL BLOW 20 SECS MARTEL HE MAKE US PS. BLOW ONLI 3 SECS KNS.! HAHAHAHAHAHA OMG..>!!!< TIRED OF DRINKING EVERYDAE !!! WITH THE WHOLE GANG OF THEM TOTAL BOTTLES LAST NIGHT 6 BOTTLES AT ALANTIS . VSOP 4 BOTTLES AT LEBAR. OMG..!! I TINK TOTAL BOTTLES FOR THE WHOLE WEEEKK MORE DEN 32 LORS KNS. AHAHHAHAHAHAHAH! EVERYONE IN THE GROUP IS COUGHING ESPECIALLY MI SO BADLY.!! last night , mi n b.boy quarrelled til he smash the ashtray on the floor and hit my poor gerfren leg at lebar dunno wtf he doing. irritating paranoid him... somemore we quarrel infront of his brother... omfg..>< cuz when we reached lebar , i ask jennifer to accompany mi go buy cake for noel. den i dint noe she ask jun yao to go also. end up b.boy tt i ask jun yao to go.. den he tot i go take D***S omg... WTF RIGHT.. that hw our quarrel start.! lamesshitz! grrrrr!!! b.boy im tired of quarrelings. lets stop quarrelings okaes. im happiieee!!! thanks to b.boy and his brothers. all disturbing everydae when we go out so i wont feel BORED WITH THEM:) especially those olders guys ! hahaha stop corling mi "KAPO" HOR ! THANKS ar ah chia fer giving mi this nick ... i guess is starting with ah ZHONG first cuz he kip sae i " YO AH YO " DE knnn siaooo!!!! den AH CHIA DEN COR MI " KAPO" ! omfg ! the whole group of ppl all nw cor mi "KAPO" DE .. wtf ! ahahahahah! lameshytz! b.boy and brother noel slping at my hse now. noel drunk last night ! laughs* vomited 3 TIMES ! hhahahaa ! lols.. wth!!!!!! |
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Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 3:10 PM
emotions!
Loving is doing anything for them, thinking about them constantly and being able to spend your whole life with that person. Liking somebody is just like, 'Okay, I like them because of this, this and this, but I don't know if I am ready to be in love with them'.
When i really don't like a guy, they're all over me, and as soon as i act like i like them, they're no longer interested. The present moment has always been available to spiritual seekers, but as long as im seeking he is not available to the present moment. "Seeking" implies that im looking to the future for some answer, or for some achievement... Read More, spiritual or otherwise. Everybody is in the seeking mode, seeking to add something to who he are, whether it be money, relationships, possessions, knowledge, status.. or spiritual attainment. Sometimes if im lucky, someone comes into my life who'll take up a place in my heart that no one else can fill, someone who's tighter than a twin, more with you than your own shadow, who gets deeper under my skin than my own blood and bones.i mistakenly assume that if my partners love mi they will react and behave in certain ways - the ways i react and behave when we love someone. but i reali dun wish to think so much for the future better just concentrate on my day job . anyway , im stil sick for the FREAKING WHOLE WEAK that make mi cant WORK my night job .....!! i guess my darling minmin is super PISSED OFF WITH MI RIGHT NW!!! haish. i dunno larhs... but everything seems lik FAIRY TALES TO MI NOW LARH....... im so confused .... i guess.... i nid TIME .. i dun wish to tink about it right nw...........!!! im been struggling this fews days ok , to be exact is WEEKS due to my stupid COUGH N FLU N FEVER . irritating.! grrrrr !!! rainin weathers! shtyx.! grrr... been out with ping , noel , xiao ann , zhong , keong , fai , zai , jon , casper , jing yao , jun yi , pei pei , candy the whole gang for one weekk.. omg.... everyday go out also DRINK DRINK DRINK!!!! grrrrrrrrr!!!!! |
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 3:15 PM
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im so stucked with u ppls larhs. wth...
can someone tell mi wad to do . shytz i been so busyy entertaining ppl .. drinking and drinking clubbin and clubbin dancin and dancin singin n singin omfg.! TROUBLE ...... MR TAN XIAO BAO. when the hack u wan to return money arhs. nabeix...... *PISSED OFF* IRRITATING. okaes. pingping sae , give mi time. laughs* jamm up with work ... day job n night job!!! bdae not DRUNK FIRST TIME first time NO FIGHT hahahha! GOOOD HAR! total bottle during my bdae celebrations 9 BOTTLES ! from ping they all 2 BOTTLES ! FROM SHAWN TY !! |
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Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 12:45 AM
last night ..
last night mj at jennifer place. den go yishun seletar camp shit lar the place *THE FARKER BRING MI GO HAIS, stupid bad memories. IRRITATING. den go back juron around 4.2o am reach my hse. waiting for the two guys to come. sians . den 5am plus jennifer join us. * shake*
argg! tired..! i miss yr hugs u noe. i miss yr kiss i miss yr everytthing!!! |
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Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 10:17 PM
u noe hw pissed im?
maybe everything u do ,make me go insane .
but u never noe hw much i feel. just now @t causeway point with cynthia darling , i go crazy due to msg!!! thanks arh. first time. haish! dunno why. ok my hp back from HOSPITAL.. fren kindly send mi ur num! |
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@ 2:33 PM
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i was lik stunt okaes.
what wrong. with mi this fews days lost my wallet. hp lcd spoilt. he enter my life half way thru. nw is lik. im jAMM in the middle of no ware.? feeling sux larhs. corrupted. why? happiness can brought us so much sadness afterall. can someone tell mi whats wrong? haish* he now with mi , yet i cant catch wad he is thinking. duhs. crying beside mi , while msging. wtf. can u tell mi wad u wan? can u tell mi wad u feeling? can u tell mi wad u thinking? haish. is lik im a idiot larh? beside u yet i kip asking u , u just tell mi nting happen let u be.. im gg creazyy~!. cuz of u i never go work , yet things turn out so weird. all i can do is , be ur listening ears ferever , be there as n when u are sad lik yesterdae , u are boring u are down i went out with u i dont mind. crazyfeeling out once again. friends , gf`s , darlings , babes , tell mi tell mi wad should i do? i dun wanna see u lik this , i dunn wann u to be sad everything. i never expect much from u , I JUST WAN U TO BE HAPPY.. |
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Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 7:02 AM
my life this month
haish stupid ruixiang fall aslp after mj
diao balum and milk went home ler nw i waitin 4 daddy 2 finish work den come pick mi home sian! last nite tiu was so sian til balum can fall aslp at cherry haa laughs! got his snap shot lol. milk was been sabo by mi to take photo with a aqua laughs! hahas. went rainin bar to find tania til 4 i go home dead beat !!!! mon start my temp job with ryn at bugis 9-4.3o pm ! weekdays! office hours :) |
THELITTLEFREAKOZBABY: reach my prismic soul
Hello, my name is [J]oline THE FREAKOZBABY AKA BABY :) .
i just love him .... but.. all in silence
HOTTIES: Unconditional Desires
A SWEET 20 BDAE :) •A WONDERFUL 21STBDAE
- chalet here i come on 7/11/2009♥
•FIND A STABLE JOB SOON
•RENOVATE MY ROOM
•CHANEL COSMECTICS
•LV sling bag
•LV Salse Musette
•LV Tambourine
•LV Pochette Gange
•Gucci wallet
•A new Handphone
* •my xmas gift : P 8800♥
• NOKIA 5800♥
•GENTING
•HongKong
•BANGKOK
•Paris
•Japan
•Diploma Course
•Degree Course
•Property Agent in RENTAL
•My driving license for BIKE AND CAR
•First car to be SUZUKI SWIFT SPORT
•MORE N MORE BEARS
•A future HUSBAND *hahaha*
affiliates: The endless connections
familes ♥
my favourites ♥
my little sister ♥
my darlings♥
thegurls ♥
theguys ♥
schooldays♥
tagboard: Mix the words up ; breathe the PRESSURE
archives: It took time to see
April 2009 / May 2009 / June 2009 / July 2009 / August 2009 / September 2009 / October 2009 / November 2009 /
my love song